February 2012
157 posts
I’m down to one meal a day if you even call in total what I eat a full meal. Got a muffin at dunkys couldn’t even eat a third of it well I just didn’t even have an interest. I downloaded the meal tracker app and I’m consuming 500 calories on a good day usually averaging 230 calories a day. I have no interest in food and my appetite is virtually gone. I have no idea why...
Had a wonderful double dinner date with sean and Emily and pat. Went to Vincent’s as our usual Thursday night event, met Emily’s parents, had a few drinks and slept like a baby. Good day.
Ouchie my belly hurts :,(
It took getting drunk alone at 8pm to realize EXACTLY what I want and need. Positive changes on their way!
I had to get a finger prick today at the doctors to test my iron levels, nothing has changed other than I am still severely anemic and need to be careful about standing up to quick, viewing things that make me queasy so I don’t faint.
Anyways the process of getting blood drawn or even a finger prick scared me almost to death. I am terrified of blood and especially needles. I started crying...
I accomplished everything on my to do list today and the some. Good job meggy!
Todays to do list
-work, check
-buy cup o noodles and eat cup o noodles, check
-take marley to the movies
-laundry date
-dinner date
-surprise dessert place date
-drinks and have fun tonight date
-crash and get at least 2 hours of sleep tonight to be up for 7
if i had a penny for every time someone has said sorry to me, id be rich.
The perfect day would be waking up late, feel fully rested, watch ghost adventures all afternoon, have hot tea on tap, eat tons of junk food (potatoes, chips, spaghetti, cupcakes, cup o noodles, oh breakfast in bed forgot that, be able to smoke in my room, wear Jammie’s and big sweaters all day, and end the day with a super hot shower and a big glass of Jim beam.
I started the pudding.to trend let’s all take note
Pats cooking me dinner, the aromas in this apartment are teasing my taste buds.
-dinner
-dessert
-scary movies
-snugs
-up at 7 for work the entire day :[
On the bright side of waking up super early, I get to see my girlfriend tomorrow night for drinks and love
xceptthebear asked: totally being a kiss ass, but I wish I had your hair and makeup, so gorgeous!
"kill em with success"
-nana whynot
